This period of time was spent primarily in-retreat. I lived in a little ‘Zen’ hut in Deep Cover, near the Swartz Bay ferry docks, Vancouver Island, British Columbia, Canada. I call it an interlude, because if I could have been in India I would have been. I had planned on going back to India in the fall of 2006, but it was clear to me when I returned to Canada in the spring of 2006, that my mother was in her final year(s) and I decided I wanted to be with her during this time. She died in May 2008.
After living in the Zen hut
from the fall of 2006 to the spring of 2008, I returned to live in my condo in
Victoria for the rest of 2008 until the early summer of 2009. It was a busy year. After my mother died, I decided to finalize
all my domestic affairs. (Owning
property seemed an encumbrance, so I divested myself of property and
‘things’. Though a little scary at the
time, it still seems the right thing to have done as I reflect on it during the
winter of January 2013.) With the sale
of my condo in the May, I moved back into the Zen hut in July 2009 and stayed
until I left for my fourth trip to Arunachula, India in the early fall of 2010.
The interlude was a valuable
time, primarily focused on living quietly and meditating. I was supported in my spiritual practice by a
meditation teacher, whom I had met at the Ramana Maharshi Ashram, at the foot
of the mountain of Arunachula, Thiruvanamali, India.
During this period I did
little writing, and more reading.
However, there were a few notes sent off to friends so I include them as
‘an interlude’ to my India journals.
They are within the same time frame, and perhaps mindset. A transition happened while I was in India in
2010, precipitating a shift in perspective.
The lively ‘musings’ of the latter part of 2010, 2011 and 2012 are
evidence of that shift, so I have put them under a separate heading.
As I edit these final India
musings at the end of 2012, I wonder if more writing will occur. Once again, change is in the air, but the
direction is unpredictable.
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